Rest in peace nan. I love you with all my heart. Im really sorry that you left us so soon, but it's nice to know your no longer hurting. You missed grandad more and more as the years went on. I know that. I hope you are back with grandad now. That's comforting to know. I feel all alone in the world now. But i had to spread my wings alone some day. I am writing this 3 days after i found out and still i haven't shed a tear. I dont know why neither. I love you more and more and wish i could turn back the clock. You didn't even get to have that dinner with me, charlotte, cheryl and the kids. I am deeply regretful over that. Niki has drawn some pictures to go in your coffin on your final journey on this earth. Oh and the photo's you always wanted of the kids will go with you. Im sorry i didnt get them printed for you sooner. Say hi to grandad for me and i hope you will both look out for me for the rest of my time. Until the day we meet again. I love you and miss you both. Love james. I never thought this day would come anytime soon. You are missed by a lot of people but i bet you knew that. I shown niki this picture yesterday and she started gettin all excited and shoutin nanny. Nanny as she does. Dont know how to begin to explain to her that she wont see you again. I look forward to seeing you again. James. X x x
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